ROOMATE KU JIRAN KU / ROOMATE KU DULU JIRAN KU KINI

Lady in pink and white outfit, Ecah "ASAM RON" (org raub jer taw) : she's one of her kind. cant describe her in the exact word and structure but once you know her,you cant stop loving her....

Wearing peach coloured 'kurung' and 'tudung bulat' ( at least that what we called that tudung is ), kak madah domo : one of the sweetest girl i've ever met with a heart softer than cotton yet the strongest of us all....why domo???that's gonna be our cute little secret...huhuhuh

The pretiest among us all ( cant say this in front of her ), khunnais 'ais' : an optimist girl with positivity...im quite sure she's gonna be the next ustazah noor bahiyah cause she does speaks very2 well especially to motivate us..=)

we are roomate...NO!EX..EX...EX...ROOMATE...

the truth is we are ONCE a roomate but now everything's upside down...

we had a lot of fun together and built numerous of great memories ( had some bad memories but i choose to not remember those cause i treasure great thing the most)

BUT....i 'm aware that everything that started surely will come to an end and i bet this is the end for us....IS IT?

OF COURSE NOT.....once a friend forever a friend.....just because we dont sleep together anymore doesnt mean that we are far away....im still beside you and will always be...in sya allah.....

because now..eventhough im not a part of that room but at least IM YOUR NEIGHBOUR....HUHUHU..

this is getting a lot more interesting....mainly because wehave new persons in our memory which are:

FITRIAH.......FIT...PATARIAH.....

WELCOME TO THE ROOMATE CLUB!!!!!!

( but there's also possibility for you to become an EX also)

whatever it is....it is always nice to keep on building memory rather sticking to the old one....

KEEP ON MOVING FORWARD....

P/S: BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER AND WE ARE NOTHING BUT BLOOD

this is me reporting for THE ROOMATE CLUB NEWS.....

(NUR SHAZNI)//

LOSERS BUT NOT A LOSERS

I've succeed cause i crossed the cliff. REALLY??

Im on the top of the world....yahoooo!! success is in front of my eyes...REALLY???

 

god...i lost...REALLY???

must've been thinking....what the hell am i talking about right now....i lived for 19 years now ( definitely no that long) but i've seen people cried due to failure and i've so many people loses their mind for a success....

well,what im offering now is that DO NOT MISJUDGE LIFE!!!!

?????misjudge like how???

see those pictures up there? the way i wrote the caption,is misjudging life....how can i say such a simple words just by looking at a picture???who am i???god???scholars???witch???

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEN JUST BY LOOKING AT A SINGLE PICTURE???

i dont know..you tell me...

i said the first two pictures are the one who succeed....IM MISJUDGING LIFE..(even it's not my life but still...) why???

what if....WHAT IF....after crossing the cliff,he actually died because the land crack??how is it a success then???

what if and WHAT IF.....being on top make you starve cause it's hard to find food up there???again,how is it a suceess??

YOU TELL ME....

i always has this in mind,winners arent always  winner and vice versa...therefore....dont judge...life are not meant to be judged but to be enjoyed...

why is it life so mystery that we cant even predict what ahead of us???

SURPRISE...everybody loves surprise...i do..arent you??just take it like that...

but then they say,how can a catastrophy be a surprise??rather than a surprise...it's a disaster...why are you being such a phsycho...you dont even know what's the result of the so called 'disaster'....just like examination...you dont really care about the journey...

WHAT MATTER IS THE RESULT....SO..WHY IS IT THE DISASTER WHEN YOU ARENT EVEN AT THE END OF THE JOURNEY....( THINK)

my family members died...but then at the end of the day you get the heritance...isnt it like the best thing....money...who doesnt love money...

okay now i sound like a bloody maniac...the point is...THINK POSITIVELY...

the die part is something to be sad of but are you gonna be that way forever...instead of destroying you face with tears...why not think about the 'hikmah'( thing behind all of this)...the hikmah will be that you get the inheritance....

in islam,we have all sort of motivations that we can get from the hadith( the saying of prophet muhammad S.A.W) and the holy quran ( our scripture)...

you see...one of the hadith that i remember means( not really word by word but it's simply the gist) : when god loves someone,he tests him/her

see.....receiving a test is a sign that he loves you..isnt it wonderful? then the real question come....how is that call love??

well i said...it is love...he wants to give you pahala( reward) but first he has to test you...

one more in the holy scripture in surah ali imran ayah 54: they plan( the lies) Allah also plan and Allah is the best planner.....

take a deep breath and give it a thought....( you can do it)

what is succeess actually that everybody in the entire world are craving for it??my dear readers,succees is definitely different to each and everyone of you....success to me ( maybe ) when i lose some weight ( not that im fat) but maybe it's not what success means for you...

we are totally different therefore our definitions are different....

 it's a christian quote..doesnt matter what religion quote,if it's right then why dont learn from it..of course not in aqidah and syariah =)....

you havent succeeded yet...you will but now is not the right time...just like the one who lost the boxing competition..(remember the picture? )...maybe it's just the first round...maybe he was meant to win in the second round and onward....there's a lot more maybe to come...

my suggestion..put a lot of maybe( option) in front of you before going to the negative side...

be open to receive failure as its not going to last forever and is part of success itself...

p/s: sometimes it's not always about the result whether you fail or not but it's about the prosess along the way

p/s: be confident and go for it..

R.I.P VS R.I.A

Before we begin,people have been asking me why did i always makes an entry in english??

it's like..'hey,wake up you're not even american and you're black..' bla...bla..and bla...

well....let's just say im comfortable this way.F.U.L.L.S.T.O.P.....



Now is the real deal....

     i watched a video from shazleen fazlynda and kinda think that it's a very great piece from her..a huge message were meant to be delivered from that video.And that's where the R.I.P topic come in..

you must've been thinking,why am i putting an R.I.P picture right from the start...isnt it a christian saying...as in REST IN PEACE??are'nt we forbidden to say that??STOP..because it's not.....

it's R.I.P as in RESPON IKUT PERASAAN(RESPOND WITH EMOTION)...vs R.I.A as in RESPON IKUT AKAL(RESPOND WITH BRAIN)/well could put it that way....
just from that simple word you would've known where this post is going..

you know when they say that word is sharper than a sword and i couldnt agree more...it's way to good to be NOT true...

so choose your words well, ladies and gentlemen so that it'll not dig your own grave...you know when they say that 'it doesnt matter how big the problem is but what matter is how you react to it'....there must be a reason why this saying is so famous...dont you think so????

even if you're in a 'kill' situation but if you handle it well and react to it calmly...what i mean by that is instead of R.I.P go with R.I.A you'll surely be shocked with the result....trust me..wait, dont trust me..trust me when you succeed..hehe..

sometimes emotion is needed,but trust me( i mean it this time) not everytime...you'll destroy yourselves with to much of emotion used in solving the problem you face. rationality is the best way for you to face the bull by its horn/the problem.

why do you think they say LOVE IS BLIND?? it's simply because you cant control your own self in that state....you're to carried away by emotions that you're blocked from the truth..

but it's totally different when it comes to rationality(R.I.A)...it really solves almost everthing when i say almost meaning that there's something that cannot be solved even with this method..

logically and i can say scientifically, a fire can be put out by pouring water on it,despite the fact that we have so many kind of fire extinguisher..gas and ect...so take it this way...whether you want to pour water or make the fire even bigger by adding charcoal in it...you choose...

R.I.P is like adding charcoal and R.I.A is definitely pouring water on the fire...


p/s: CHOOSE WELL LIVE WELL....

Life changes

It's been a long time since i updated this 'bersawang blog'....frankly speaking,im a natural writer since primary school...started from there i thought that i've planned my life well when i decided to be a DOCTOR.


TIME PASSED.....


I did study well when im f5..i did choose biology without any doubt by thinking that a FUTURE DOCTOR should master this tough subject..i can say that i nearly master it due to my to my deep passion in the field.In my class there're only 7 students that willingly choose bio rather than physics and that's a challenge to me cause i hate quite environment and my close friend,all of them pick the other subject..It is indeed a tough decision but i still do it.



SPM....(RESULT)



Alhamdulillah,all praises to Allah..i manage to pass this exam with flying colours and the most important of all..i get an 'A' for my dear biology.....i apply for all university that offer MEDIC COURSE...and also for scholarship....


YAYASAN PAHANG INTERVIEW....


Yeayyyy...=)..i've been called for an interview for yayasan pahang scholarship to do medic at UIA..im so happy and have been hoping to pass it..The big day come and im so nervous..in the room in front of the 'Big people'..i answered all question calmly and well but then a statement that make changes..

"we cant offer you this course because the absence of physics in your list of subject,maybe if you apply for other course we'll be approving that easily looking at your result"


Just hearing that, my face and i'm definitely sure that my world is gonna change just the matter of time...

but then En Amri the one who in charge for this scholarship said

" if i want to send you to jordan,do you want to go?The course that i'm offering to you is a crucial course not only in Malaysia but the world which is SYARIAH(ECONOMIC AND ISLAMIC BANKING).Think carefully and give me your answer on Monday but dont forget to take my number first" (ini bukan secara tepat apa yang die ckp..tapi mahfhumnya lebih kurang nii lh)

Yaaa....it's true..i've worked too hard to quit now..my journey is just to hard for me to let it go..after discussing this matter with all my family members..i've come to a desicion to go with the flow considering the fact that maybe this is what He had planned for me long ago...

Now,here i am at IKIP INTERNATIONAL COLLEGE for 2 years and then i'll be travelling to UNIVERSITY OF YARMOUK,JORDAN...the first 3 months i've been going through ARABIC INTENSIVE PROGRAMME...this is to prepare me for this course which is basically  

fully in Arabic...i had a lot of fun during my first 3 months with all my new friends and old-long-lost cousin..not to forget my lectures..Then things started to change and lost control when i entered the ring(the course)..the real course of course..studying..new subject..new lectures..new environment..seniors..and all..

I started to feel that i've made a wrong move by studying here..this is not my field..i cant go on..cant move on and that kind of things keep on lingering in my mind...i dont know what else to do,up to one point i'm thinking of giving up..THIS IS JUST NOT ME...ECONOMIC IS NOT MY MAJOR..I DONT THINK LIKE THEY DO..

with the help of the people arround me i started to move on slowly considering the fact that it's hard......REALLY HARD...rather than searching why i should give up it's better for me to think why i shouldn't....WHY????


1)This is his plan for me just like i said before

2)I started to love my friend and also my lectures

3)They dont want me to go...and this is the most important reason..hahah




In the nutshell..believe it or not i started to feel something about this course..instead of surfing the internet for other purposes like i always do..i search for banking issues and terms...interesting isn't it???


Those who read...i hope you can take a few advices from me which is:


DREAM YOUR DREAM BUT DONT GET OBSESS WITH IT CAUSE YOU PLAN AND HE ALSO PLAN BUT HIS PLAN IS BETTER...GO WITH THW FLOW AND PUT YOUR HOPE ON HIM..FULLY ON HIM AS HE KNOWS THE BEST FOR YOU..WHY??CAUSE HE'S YOUR CREATOR....=)

I'm glad....

He's the best..

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....Assalamualaikum W.B.T...

It's my first post....yeayyyy....so..im kindda excited..=p.....By the way for this first 'sharing' moment i just wanna express how glad i am to be living in this world up till now and have the chance to experince all this...Cehhh....speaking bak hang..muahahaha...bukan apo..cek nak practise jerr bak kate owg putih nuh..practise makes perfect..Actually for this time round there's nothing much to share but maybe a few advices for you and for me...Being 18 is not as easy as i thought it'll be..Before this i just cant wait to be 18(well im not 18 yet...there's a month and few days to go) because for me this is the age where i can finally get my freedom...yuhuuuuuuu...FREEDOM...

One word that carry a lot of meanings...Go Freedom..one thing that i realize when im 18 is that...i have to start thinking what's the best for me...(not that all this while i did'nt think about it) but my life is in my hand now...Wow...it's changing...my life's changing...People mind their own business now..and i have to play the same way..I am an university student now..walakin(which means but...heheh...bahasa arab plak...shazni...rilek...astaghfirullah)..Hidup as a 'universitians' ni sangat mencabar jiwa dan mental aku especially when it comes to moral aspect..

Bile kebebasan tu kite sanjung lebih dari segala-galanye...kite mudah lupe bahawa kite hidup dalam dunie nii hanye ade satu tujuan...kite lupe bahawa dunia nii hanya sementara..kite lupe bahawa diri nii boleyy mati bile2 mase sahaje...kite mudah lupe....

Allah berfirman dalam surah al-Dhariyat ayat 56:"Tidaklah aku jadikan jin dan manusia,melainkan supaya mereka menyembah(beribadat) kepada-Ku"

so...my dear friends...kite hidup nii hanye satu tujuan...Dont be carried away emotions that always begging for FREEDOM....too much freedom destroys you...

Moralnyee...hidup memang bnyak ups and downs...juz have to cope up with all of that juz remember that He'll always be there for you...give your best and everything else will be fine....

Mujahadah itu pahit kerana Syurga itu manis.....

Assalamualaikum....